Since starting this blog I've been going back and forth about writing down what is happening in my life. Kind of like if I see it in black and white I might have to do something about it. Well, here goes anyway.

My husband has a lady friend. I won't say he's having an affair, because he insists sex is not involved. They just enjoy doing things together. Since I'm disabled and can't do all the things we used to do together he wanted someone to do those things with. Now, here's the rub, she is my niece and lives with us and she's 30+ years his junior.

We've talked about it and for now I'm in a holding pattern. We've been married for 40 years and I'm not ready to give up on it all, yet. Maybe I'm crazy, but I love both these people and I'm not sure what I'm going to do. Writing helps and this will give me a diary that no one I know will read. If they do they'll not know it's me anyway.

Gotta go, here he comes.

It's a cloudy day and it looks like rain. I have to go to town and I hope I can stay dry. Traffic here is terrible and I hope I can stay safe.

Sorry, just felt like rambling.

There are times when I need to talk, to get something off my chest, complain or just state my opinion. I have a lot of personal friends here on mindsay and I would rather they not know about some of the things I am going through.  I have another mindsay blog but I created this one for the purpose of talking things through and to remain annonymous. If anyone wants to comment on what I have to say or offer advice it will be much appreciated.